I was angry. I seriously felt like making a voodoo doll of you n poke u all over with needles n more needles. I felt like punchin your adam apple since kickin your balls will require quite a bit of accuracy which I may b lackin at times. I guess it's only natural that you bring out all the violent tendencies in me after all the stuff u've done. sigh. now i'm just saddened by this thing.. it's really the time to put an end to this. the followin will sound familiar but trust me it will b the last time hearin this from me..I dun wana hear your explanations or ur fav lecture abt me always believing hear-says n refusing to believe you. when everyone tells me the same things abt you i dun think they are hear-says anymore. n after hearin wad they said..everythin fell into place n made perfect sense..but aniwae I did choose to believe you n but wad did I get in return? Lies, u betrayin my trust n u goin arnd telling pple nonsense. it's just my luck to have known you n allowed you to manipulate me..i was just part of your act all these while..years mayb? I hope one day I'll be able to forgive you n tt i'll nv see you again.